Lord of the Lord

O God! Lord of the Lord
I wonder! why I’m here
and why abysmal pain, I bear.

Here, nothing is certain and fair.
Every now and then,
I doubt, you’re out and gone to your Haven.
You don’t speak, only play hide and seek,
You know Lord! I’m meek.

If I don’t see thee, I feel you’ve eschewed me,
and left me bereft.
I fear and shiver,
Lest, O Lord! you left me forever.

Woe to my earthly eye,
I fear, you bade me good bye.
You know my limit, O Lord! I’m sure of it,
and relief I sigh.

I’m hesitant to knock, just stand out in shock
For sure I know, you would respond though.
I’m shy and don’t know why I don’t knock
Lest, you don’t unlock and talk.

You surely understand, out I stand,
in the sun, rain and storm.
Waiting firm, for your alarm,
for all my bale, you are balm.

Please open your door,
I don't want anything more.
I die to meet thy, beyond the door.

In any case, if you don’t wish to see my face,
As, You’re divine
and I’m stinky, base and slime.

Let’s then talk, heart to heart,
it’s a sublime art.

Let the elements out, take its toll no doubt,
from flesh and blood of mine.
For my frame is full of crime.

Let the creditor, wrench out this poor debtor,
no matter, how much it hurt.

O Lord, of Heaven and Hell
I know that tale, very well.
Your door won’t budge,
and you won’t even grudge,
till I pay my charge.

I’ll pay penalty due,
I promise to pay all, not only few.
I know you always repel, sinner’s smell.

Ever I cringe, crouched in body tomb,
prithee, let me enter your home.
Inner of me saying to thee, with every throb;
no more! please let me demob.